Chapter 10, part 13.

I've been thinking, maybe what i felt for you wasnt love or anything. It will just your company around me. I've been lonely all this while, and somehow, being with you make me feel so happy. Maybe thats why when you left i was so sad. But that sadness only lasted a day. Im glad. But whatever, 33 days more to legal :)

Chapter 10, part 9.

I never thought i will be crying over someone so soon. I never thought that i will be this weak again. Just when i got my faith in guys, in you.. You just had to break everything. Just when i start to put two feet into this bullshit, things change. Haha just my luck or what? 

Im sorry for not being able to be the idea type.

I'm sorry for being sensitive.

I'm sorry for being bitchy at times.

I'm sorry for joking about things i shoudnt.

I'm sorry for being a slut.

I'm sorry for being useless.

I'm sorry for being me to you.

I'm sorry for even thinking you would accept me.

I'm sorry for falling for you.

I'm sorry for letting you in.

But you know, thank you. Thank you for teaching me a lesson that sweet talkers like you is just a temporarily thing. But im sorry for trusting you. To think about it, how many lies have you told me? 

Chapter 10, part 4.

I want someone to chase me, not when only the starting. But through out our whole relationship. I want someone who will constantly put in effort on me. I want someone who is willing to accept me for who i am, and maybe change me for the better. I want someone, maybe not someone. I want you to be that someone, A. What happen to your words? What happen to never giving up? What happen? What did i ever do wrong to you? I tried my best to make this work, what went wrong? Am i not good enough for you? All i ever wanted was to see you happy. Does being with me makes you unhappy? If it does, alright then. I will leave you alone from now on. Just tell me alright? I'm tired. I'm tired of waiting.