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Thursday, January 7, 2016

Chapter 1, part 7.

I kinda miss so many people right now, and you know it sucks because nothing is going to be like same like before. I miss  my guy friends, call me a flirt or whatever, some of them, make me feels like i actually have a brother, the way they care and love me, i just feel so happy. I think i didnt appreciate them enough, that they left. Or something happen in between, but i really miss some of them.

Im not sure how am i supposed to describe 2015, but it have been a crazy rollar coaster ride. 2015, is the year i started blackshot and know a ton of amazing friends. Do not compare skills bc i obviously suck at it, but yeah the fun part is there. I actually got close to one of my blackshot friend, we met up and hang out a couple of time and well he left for some reason. I met another awesome guy, he is really really great, but i guess there isnt any chemistry. It sucks how we aint talking now though, i wish there isnt any feelings involved, i like how my friendship with everyone is about fun and fun and more fun. As much i think i wanna love someone new, i kinda wanna learn to love myself too. 

This year, i'm going to be 19 already. Time pass so quickly, im afraid i really am. And i dont know what to do, i have so many questions, so many doubts.  But its okay, postitive thinking. :-) I wanna create a bucket list soon and try to complete it by the end of this year. Okay  bye. Till then.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

Chapter 1, part 3.

Its 2016 already, not sure what to look forward to. But im glad shitty december is over, so many thing happen, so many lesson learnt.